"these few days"

It's been a long time i have no update with my blog...
These few days, it's really nothing for me to do, although there have a lot of assignment are waiting for me to do...ha! But in my mind, i have just a thought that let me escape from it. So, i start to watch the "vampire movie", every kind of vampire movie and drama. According to this action, i suddenly feel sadness by emotion with the characters. It's really a feeling that i can't explain at all, seem like a tragedy between sibling, struggling with love. Maybe i did not know about love in depth, the only i know is the relationship between sibling and love are hard to handling and caring. Panic of love... A relationship maybe can be very sweet and surround with happiness, but it is not gonna be forever because everyone must be wait for the curtain fall and the farewell time is the most suffer moment. I have a crush with my heart, pity on the character commiseratingly. Furthermore, it's make my wild heart appear, and also pick my desire up. How will it happen? What are you? In fact, it's hard to explain and concern with unacceptable, but i just trying to let you know. A familiar sound, a familiar voice with the smooth and gentle feeling, it raise up my memory and what should i do now? Illusion...